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So why am I working on a Saturday? Because time management is a foreign concept to me, that's why. And, I can't seem to say no to my clients. So instead of having a relaxing Saturday morning, I'm sitting in front the computer trying to finish these overdue projects that are damn albatross around my neck. Ugh. I swear, this business has made me hate writing. I keep the ringer on my phone turned off, and I want to run out of the room screaming when I notice out of the corner of my eye that it's ringing. Nothing can make my blood pressure rise faster than coming in after meeting to an apartment with two screaming kids, a husband that's fed up and needs a break after three measly hours alone with the kids , a blinking message light on my phone and the knowledge that I have about eight or nine calls to return.

I'm having a shitty day already, and it's only ten o'clock. I'm totally looking forward to not doing this anymore. It's so stressful. I put my heart and soul into every project because I can't bring myself to compromise the quality of my work. The next business I start is definitely not going to be service based - it just takes too much out of me.