Finally...
Jun. 5th, 2007 09:52 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
mahoganyWe’re moving to a bigger place that’s closer to a bunch of stuff for all of us. This is a very good, happy, thing.
The strange thing about the prospect of moving is that it seems to have unearthed some feelings about our current arrangement that I didn’t even know I had. It’s almost as though I didn’t really allow myself to have those unhappy feelings because I didn’t feel like there was anything I could do to change the situation at the time. Now that our move has been set in stone, and everything is signed, etc., a bunch of negativity has come flooding to the surface. Holy crap. I honestly had no idea that I was so miserable here.
This of course leads me to wonder if there are other aspects of my life that secretly make me miserable, but that have no clue about because I feel like there’s nothing I can do to change the situation, so I just surpress the feeling? Hmmmm....
The strange thing about the prospect of moving is that it seems to have unearthed some feelings about our current arrangement that I didn’t even know I had. It’s almost as though I didn’t really allow myself to have those unhappy feelings because I didn’t feel like there was anything I could do to change the situation at the time. Now that our move has been set in stone, and everything is signed, etc., a bunch of negativity has come flooding to the surface. Holy crap. I honestly had no idea that I was so miserable here.
This of course leads me to wonder if there are other aspects of my life that secretly make me miserable, but that have no clue about because I feel like there’s nothing I can do to change the situation, so I just surpress the feeling? Hmmmm....
